Floating

i feel like i am astray once more
lost in a sea of uncertainty
i imagine myself floating...
gliding even
through transparent nothing
not moving an inch
uselessly moving through clear blur
the foundation from which i support myself
it shakes underneath my feet
casting a shadow on everything i love
on everything i am so sure of
my mind is lost to the winds of my own weakness
and once again
i am floating uselessly through my own anguish